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One day….

one day..

  • I’ll be Happy for more then just a few mins.
  • Have my best friend back when times aren’t so hard and different…
  • I’ll feel like im beautiful or even just cute other then ugly and pathetic 
  • Have time to have fun 
  • Not have this feeling of hate 
  • I’ll learn to let go instead of trying to fix it when there’s no point.
  • Actually love you the way you should be loved…
  • I’ll stop only think of myself.
  • Stop taking pain killers to numb out the pain when there is no need
  • Get rid of these horrible thoughts 
  • I’ll stop wanting to walk away from everything and never come back
  • I’ll stop giving up so much 

One day seems pretty far and hopeless…I may be young and have a long time to change but to have these same feelings for years, it seems like it’s taking forever to go back to myself when things weren’t so complicated…. “/

One Day I’ll Get There.

Bold what applies to you.

* I am a male.
* I am a girl.
* I am shorter than 5’4. 
* I think I’m ugly.
* I have scares
* I tan easily.
* I wish my hair was a different color.
* I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
* I have a tattoo.
* I am self-conscious about my appearance.
* I have/I’ve had braces.
* I wear glasses. (reading)
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
* I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
* I have more than 2 piercings.
* I have piercing in places besides my ears.
* I have freckles.(in the summer)

* I’ve sworn at my parents.
* I’ve run away from home.
* I’ve been kicked out of the house.
* I have a sibling less than one year old.
* I want to have kids someday.
* I’ve lost a child.
* I’m in school.
* I have a job.
* I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
* I almost always do my homework.
* I’ve missed a week or more of school.
* I failed more than 1 class last year.
* I’ve stolen something from my job. 
* I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
* Disney movies still make me cry.
* I’ve peed from laughing.
* I’ve snorted while laughing.
* I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
* I’ve glued my hand to something.
* I’ve had my pants rip in public.
* I was born with a disease/impairment/disability.
* I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
* I’ve broken a bone.
* I’ve had my tonsils removed.
* I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
* I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
* I had a serious surgery.
* I’ve had chicken pox.
* I’ve had measles.
* I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
* I’ve been on a plane.
* I’ve been to Canada.
* I’ve been to Mexico.
* I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
* I’ve been to Japan.
* I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
* I’ve been to Europe. 
* I’ve been to Africa.
* I’ve gotten lost in my city.
* I’ve seen a shooting star.
* I’ve wished on a shooting star.
* I’ve seen a meteor shower.
* I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
* I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
* I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
* I’ve been to a casino.
* I’ve been skydiving.
* I’ve gone skinny dipping.
* I’ve played spin the bottle.
* I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
* I’ve crashed a car.
* I’ve been skiing.
* I’ve met someone in person from Tumblr/Facebook/Twitter
* I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
* I’ve been in a play.
* I’ve seen the Northern lights.
* I’ve sat on a roof top at night. 
* I’ve played chicken.
* I’ve played a prank on someone.
* I’ve ridden in a taxi.
* I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
* I’ve eaten sushi.
* I’ve been snowboarding.
* I’m engaged. 
* I’m married.
* I’ve gone on a blind date.
* I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
* I miss someone right now.
* I have a fear of abandonment.
* I’ve gotten divorced.
* I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
* I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
* I’ve told someone I didn’t like/love them when I did.
* I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
* I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
* I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
* I’ve been kissed in the rain.
* I’ve hugged a stranger.
* I have kissed a stranger.
* I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t. 

* I’ve snuck out of my house.
* I have lied to my parents about where I am.
* I am keeping a secret from the world.
* I’ve cheated while playing a game.
* I’ve cheated on a test.
* I’ve run a red light.
* I’ve been suspended from school.
* I’ve witnessed a crime.
* I’ve been arrested.
* I’ve consumed alcohol.
* I’ve passed out from drinking.
* I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
* I’ve taken pain killers when I didn’t need them.
* I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
* I’ve done hard drugs.
* I have cough drops when I’m not sick
* I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
* I have been diagnosed with Clinical Depression
* I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
* I shut others out.
* I’ve taken anti-depressants.
* I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
* I’ve hurt myself on purpose. 
* I’ve woken up crying.
* I’m afraid of dying.
* I hate funerals.
* I’ve seen someone die.
* Someone close to me has committed suicide.
* I’ve planned my own suicide. 
* I’ve attempted suicide.
* I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
* I own over 5 rap CDs.
* I own an iPod or MP3 player.
* I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
* I own multiple designer purses. 
* I own something from Hot Topic.
* I own something from Pac Sun. 
* I collect comic books. 
* I own something from Gap. 
* I like girls.
* I like guys. 
* I’ve been close to being homeless.
* I’ve had someone close to me die. 
* I’ve been in more then one Near Death Experience. 
* I have been accused of something that I never did.

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