one day..

• I’ll be Happy for more then just a few mins.
• Have my best friend back when times aren’t so hard and different…
• I’ll feel like im beautiful or even just cute other then ugly and pathetic 
• Have time to have fun 
• Not have this feeling of hate 
• I’ll learn to let go instead of trying to fix it when there’s no point.
• Actually love you the way you should be loved…
• I’ll stop only think of myself.
• Stop taking pain killers to numb out the pain when there is no need
• Get rid of these horrible thoughts 
• I’ll stop wanting to walk away from everything and never come back
• I’ll stop giving up so much 

One day seems pretty far and hopeless…I may be young and have a long time to change but to have these same feelings for years, it seems like it’s taking forever to go back to myself when things weren’t so complicated…. “/

One Day I’ll Get There.